"And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you.
Somebody else gets what you wanted again...
You can walk away, say we don't need this,
But there's something in your eyes says we can beat this.
Because theses things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down.
It's a revolution - the time will come for us to finally win.
And we'll sing hallelujah, we'll sing hallelujah.
Tonight we'll stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we've worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives
But we'll stand up champions tonight."
I'd like to think I have this uncanny ability to apply any song to whatever I'm going through in my life at that particular moment, but I think music just has the ability to speak to everyone. Trying to have a baby has absolutely been the fight of our lives, and we've been working towards it for years. I really hope the time will come for us to finally win.
The thought that things will not be this way forever is honestly the only comforting thought I can tell myself anymore. I used to have a post-it on my bathroom mirror that said "I will get my rainbow baby," but I don't necessarily believe that anymore. The only thing I can believe is that things cannot stay this way forever. So where the heck is my fairy godmother with some baby dust, already?