I haven't written much mostly because I don't think anyone is really interested in the neurotic ramblings of a terrified pregnant girl. So I'll make this short and sweet. I would like to give myself credit for holding it together relatively well this pregnancy... up until this point. With my anatomy scan coming up in less than a week, I am getting extremely anxious. The anatomy scan is when everything started to go downhill with Dominic. I just keep thinking that if we can just get past this milestone, everything will be okay and I'll finally be able to accept that this is our rainbow baby. But the truth is, there are still plenty more things that could go wrong even after that point, and we aren't even there yet. Please please please universe, I beg you... do not let history repeat itself this time.
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AuthorI am a 28-year-old who has survived 2 pregnancy losses in less than 6 months. The point of this blog is to document how I am feeling, in the hopes that one day I will be able to look back on all of this and be grateful for my struggle. And in the meantime, maybe it will help some people understand what I'm going through, or help someone who's currently going through a similar situation feel less alone. Archives
November 2015
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